hey guys! just got back from my hongkong and china trip three days ago:). So i wanted to testify about how god has made me improve my maths from a f9 to a b3. When i was young, i always fail my maths since like pri 4..i think... So its not i was stupid or what but its because i hated maths when i was young. During maths tuition i would always be like tired or sleepy and would just ignore what the teacher says. I would also give excuse to go toilet or go kitchen grab a bite>< haha. As years pass, my grade for maths from pri 4 began to deteriorate till sec 4(ok this is kind of embarrassing to admit but it is true). My parents have been trying to help me and they prayed for me too.Then, sec 2-3 i try my best to improve maths by practicing and studying maths but even though i practice i still fail because i think i did not know how to study maths and how to memorise the concept. I thought of giving up..i cried out to god during sec 2 and i was like why why did i fail??i practice it i should have pass... then when i was sec 3, i was upset and didnt really cared about my maths, i still did try my best but in my mind i know i would fail...and i did not have confident in it..same goes for sec 4. Until n level 2010, my teachers keep telling i can do it same goes for tuition teacher and that time i prayed to god that he will help to give me wisdom. So when i got back my results and though didnt make it to sec 5 i pass my maths. My parents was happy for me and thats when i began to realise that glimpse of light.. After 7 years of trying to pass maths i finally did pass in n level 2010 which was a c5, i know its very low but i did pass:). So repeated sec 4 and this time i was confident about maths because i know that if i try harder probably there wil be a miracle. During sec 4 i got a b3 for mid year and c5 for prelim which is not so good due to careless mistakesT.T...but anyway, now i completed my sec 4 n level in 2011 i got a b3 for maths^^ it made me really happy and i thank god for helping me to stay positive and confident for maths and also not giving up. Thank god for helping me to pass maths after 7 consecutive years:) Praise the lord!! I hope he can continue to give me wisdom and help.me in maths.And also wishing everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!:D Adios!
-hannah
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